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I’m So Misrable At The Moment ?


Hello 🙂 to be honest I’m not sure what happened. I had a wonderful life, great friends, a loving family, great school grades and I was also part of the schools drama production and I really loved it so much. Then one day during rehearsal I was talking about something to my friends and this I saw this boy watching me. When I looked at him he peered over from the wall and said ‘hello’. He started talking to me and was teasing my about my hieght and treated me like a little kid, which annoyed me and I was very reluctant towards him. (We will call him c)he was a little older than me, about two years. Since that day he came up to me every day at school teasing me and stuff. Eventually we became friends. I always got annoyed at him still but I still did like him. Also around that time a met a girl who was also in the drama group (we will call her m). She was in my maths class and we sat next to each other, but we never even spoke. I thought this would be a good chance to get to know her, so I began to talk to her. I have never laughed so much with anyone 😀 She made me laugh so much. So we ended up being friends. One day, I introduced m to c. They seemed to get along really well so I was happy. We were very good friends, getting on to be close. One day after school my parents sat me and brother down to have a serious talk. They told us my dad would be moving away and they were getting divorced. I was deverstated. I knew other kids had gone through it, but I never thought it would happen to me. I didn’t tell my friends about my parents for 4 months, when I eventually told them they went quiet and didn’t say anything. I didn’t see my dad at all during the 4 months. When I told m, she was really supportive, more than my other friends. It had also turned out that c’s parents had split up around the same time as me, and when I tried to support him, he got really angry and we starred arguing. We fought every day, he sent me horrible things on fb and I sent horrible things to him on fb. One day, m told me that she and c had started dating, as he had asked her out. It really upset me, but to I wasn’t at all sure why. As time went on, my other friends started leaving me out, spreading my secrets around, marketing sure that they got to school earlier so I couldn’t walk with them. To make matters worse, I started getting bullied by kids in my year and c’s friends. They would trip me up and call me names, but I refused to show them that it hurt me. Eventually I got a call from c, telling me he was sorry and we should start again. I forgave him and we moved on. But he had changed, and I still loved him as a friend but… It just wasn’t the same. It was weird though, everytime I’m near him my heart beats so fast and I really blush. Im not the sort of person who shows there emotions and will never cry infront of anyone. When I asked some people they told me i loved him. Im so confused…c is m’s boyfriend though….what should i do? My school work is now starting to go down, it’s bad as we are starting our GSCE’s soon. I still have m, but no other friends, my parents hate each other and I never see my dad, and I will deny I’m in love tills the ends of the earth. I always tell myself there’s people worse of than me and that I’m lucky, and put on a brave face. But I feel so low. So my question is what do you think I should do? (Sorry it’s a big question) and do you guys think I love c? It’s like that song from the Disney movie Hercules, I won’t say I’m in love :3 I think understanding my feelings will help me out a bit more. Thankyouuuuu so much if you’ve read to the end of my emotional speech of longness. thankyou again for all help 🙂

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Books For A Teenage Girl?


Yes, yes, I have read all the classics, Harry potter’s, and Nancy drew’s, and ruby Redfort’s and all of the adventure, mystery, reality stuff, but now I need some fresh and new to read. I am quite a good reader and get through things quickly, so anything really. I am reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower at the moment, and wondered if there were more things like that, or like’ The curious Incident of the dog in the night time’ by mark haddon.

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How To Do This Without Making It Boring?


Hi,
So I’m writing a book at the moment that focuses mostly on the main characters growth and change, when a sudden plague takes over the city she lives in. Like a zombie movie but without zombies lol, so that kind of setting. I wanted to show her life before the sickness takes the city and how each stage of the sickness, then its spreading and the changes in people as they begin to panic and horde food and so on and how it affacts her and how she has to change to keep the people she loves safe.
So the first few chapters would be before the sickness even hits, how can I set up the novel so people get a hint of whats to come and open in an interesting way so people don’t get bored, because it would basically be her doing things in her everyday life, nothing special.
Any tips or ideas for me.

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If Magic Was Real, But Outlawed, Would You Still Practice It?


Suppose for a moment magic was real.
You could throw fireballs, heal people with a touch, raise zombies, transform yourself into an animal… the whole bit. But while you could do those things, the study and usage of magic would be strictly forbidden due to it’s potential for abuse. People caught using it would be imprisoned and drugged to prevent them from able to conduct magic.
Would you be able to resist the temptation to practice it?

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18 Year Old Female And Want To Buy A Used Car But Dont Know How To Go About It …can Someone Help?


Hi im Princess , im 18. Im a current college student and also am working at the moment and is saving up to buy me a used car. Ive seen something i Like already…..I just dont know how to go about everything…..could anyone help? Would highly appreciate it…please and thanks 😉

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University Is Making Me Feel So Depressed?


It seems like a reoccurance for all my life – not fitting in anywhere. I thought university would change things but I feel I have no niche at all. Joining societies and meeting people elsewhere is fine for most people – but with my course I spend a lot of time with my coursemates and am going to – for more than the standard 3 years. So it would make sense I find my closest friends there. But at the moment I feel so **** all the time, lonely – in a crowded room (now I really can apprciate that phrase ;(), angry (at others and myself) and bitterness.
I know I’m being judgemental about people but I KNOW I don’t fit it. There are some nice people but I can’t see myself being best friends with them because we’re SOSO different. I know people can be friends with different interests, it’s just that I have not found anyone with similar interests.
I feel depressed at the prospect of going to university for a long time – just for the degree, and not enjoying myself. I even thought of dropping the course, reverting back to my hermit lifestyle back home.
I’m just so sick of it all – all my life I feel left out, different and isolated. There’s been issues with just about every aspect of my uni life so far – I regret getting in now. No friendships developing with flatmates, coursemates.
I feel apathetic all the time and have no motivation to do anything. Before I used to study all the time – and my reward would be my high grades. I thought this would change during university – that I’d actually have friends I could party and hang around with who enjoyed my company and vice versa. I suppose I dreamed a little unrealistically. It’s so depressing that I used to think it’ll be over soon, and I’ll be out of here (school etc) with good grades, then I can find some friends… But now all this is just happening again.
University has made me shallow, insecure, and bought out some negative qualities in me – that perhaps were lurking there anyway. But mostly it’s made me feel very low, but is supposed to be one of the best times of my life.

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