Let me know what you honestly think about it
I wrote it to this instrumental:
Out of sight, out of mind,
out of time, to decided.
Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest, of my life.
x2
Sarah was a little girl without care in the world
Till her daddy died she cried visions swirled curled against her Mom
Holding palms to keep her calm tears leaked down both her cheeks
She didn’t speak for weeks except for shrieks she made while she was asleep
She kept discrete dealing with her feelings kneeling praying for any kind of healing
Hoping her daddy was hearing not knowing her Mom heard her through the ceiling
It killed her seeing her daughter grieving so she got back into dating making
Attempt’s to find a husband but found no one that could replace the space
Of Sarah’s father but they were blazing through their dollars, it was hard raising a toddler alone
They had to file for loans just to keep on their phone, they started becoming all bone
They couldn’t afford good food, Sarah’s Mom whored stripping nude to pay their dues
She started talking to clients and met an appliance man named Dan
Who asked for her hand with a wedding band and she said yes as Sarah fell to stress
Out of sight, out of mind,
out of time, to decided.
Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest, of my life.
x2
Dan was a ticking time bomb always abusing Sarah’s Mom
She would vomit in disgust that she had fallen for his trust
He was in it for lust but she needed him for bills
Sarah would get the chills watching her dig in the pill bottle
What a model for a child Sarah no longer smiled
all the while at school she felt isolated and degraded
That her Mom affiliated with a person that she hated
Sarah persuaded her Mom that they needed to move on
So upon getting home they packed up all of their things
Then the door bell rang it was Dan he had forgot his key
He looked through the window saw the bags and screamed violently
Don’t you dare ******* leave! He covered his fist over with his sleeve
Punched out the glass then went niave grasping the neck of his wife
Sarah was shocked in fright watching him stop her life
She quickly darted grabbing a knife and started stabbing it into his wind pipe
Out of sight, out of mind,
out of time, to decided.
Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest, of my life.
x2
My friends are all scholars from UC schools, one from Caltech, and my boyfriend is graduating with honors this week. The people I hang with are ridiculously intelligent and I admire them greatly. One is getting his PhD, another has a really fancy job, and another is studying engineering. And I’m only on my second year at a community college, studying nursing with A’s, B’s, and a couple C’s (forget USC or UCLA after those two C’s).
I feel sort of inadequate. I really look at this group as my main circle of friends. They’ve been so inclusive of me, but the reality is that they are all far more educated than I am. That shouldn’t matter so much, but sometimes I feel left out. They tell me I’m the good looker of the group and have the most charisma, and that’s my niche. My boyfriend says I have incredible empathy and kindness. But I feel like the commoner among the elite. One of my friends pushed me to sign up to double major and to get A’s so that I could go to USC and explore more options. But you know what, I tried and it just hurt my GPA and I felt lost. When I decided to just focus on the nursing, I felt like I was back on track and the future was clear.
I used to do creative stuff like photoshop, and I did graphic design for small businesses, I even have done a bit of freelance editing for actors to try and expand my repertoire. But in the end, I didn’t excel, and I just feel like I’m just your average guy who likes taking care of people and living a little more simplistically with average goals. I just want to be average old me. Never was the brightest, but always smart. Good grades, but not amazing. But a lot of appreciation for life, and a sometimes a bit creative. Always there for others, and always trying to be moral and good. Nursing just makes sense for me. I doubt they judge, but I feel like… I wish I could be like them, I suppose. Well, how do I deal with these feelings of being “less”? Is it okay to just want to be a nurse. Thanks for reading! I know this was rather long, but it was from the heart.
i am graduate preparing for banking sector but my problem is that the institution where i am taking classes there i met a girl who was working in that institution as marketing head. in starting i never paid attention on her (as i have joined the institution 4 months ago). once when i went institution i found that it was being shifted to a new place and at that time only few staff member were there including her. as i was about to leave from there she came to me and asked me that how she can prepare for bank P.O post as she is thinking to give it….i told her all the details and came back. after that whenever i used to go my institution we used to have little conversations between us mostly related to daily life. after few week (just going on with normal conversation) One day she told me that she is going to switch the job within 1-2 week and told me to keep it as a secret. suddenly due to accident i was not able to attend my classes (STILL WE DON’T HAVE EACH OTHER CONTACT NO. NEITHER I ASKED NOR SHE GAVE) i thought she would have left the job…but i was shocked to she her there even after 3 weeks… i asked why didn’t she left she told just due to some work….after few days i came to know that she left the job. now whenever i used to go institution i miss her very much (I HAVE NEVER LET ANY GIRL TO COME INTO MY LIFE AS I NEVER WANT TO BE DOMINATED ,AS I USED TO SEE CONDITIONS OF MY FRIENDS)…..one day i reactivated my FACEBOOK ACCOUNT and searched her…..luckily i found her….we started our conversation again but now i found some changes into me that whenever i post her a message i was very eager to get a reply and once due to some reason she was not able to reply me for 3-4 days and within that i posted 4-5 messages that why she is not replying…..one day she replied and asked me that why i am always eager for her reply……i told her that because i care for her….one day she told me that she thinks that our conversation is going in a wrong direction and now we must stop all this at once as she is confused regarding my behavior…. so in order to clear her i told her that “I LOVE HER”….in reply she said that NEITHER WILL ACCEPT IT NOR SHE WILL DENY IT…..but told me to control my feelings for her which i clearly denied….i gave her her option that i she feels that she is being disturbed by me then she can REMOVE HERSELF from my friend list and i will never CONTACT HER AGAIN but still she is there in my friend list and we are having normal conversations but all of the conversations is started by me only also she used to turn down my each question asked regarding her STATUS i.e SINGLE or ENGAGED she tell if i am not going to change my mind for her then what matters if she is single or engaged…………plz help me as i am in a confusing state that what is going on with her for me
Evan Williams should be given an honour or knighthood for creating Blogger and starting a revolution. As smartphones and tablets become more ubiquitous, content curators are finding it easier to develop a niche blog and attract an audience. More important, people who are an authority on a particular niche can easily set up a blog for free. However, a blog would only become popular if the readers actually enjoy the posts. Are you one of them? Do you follow any/many blogs and why?
I just went to a class reunion and met the wife of one of my buddy’s. She’s a comic book writer for Marvel. My excitement was impossible to hide as I love comics, and I was tired of all the marketing, networking, management, accounting, etc. conversations I had been having with everyone else throughout the night. My wife was upset that I never showed that much enthusiasm when she talks about her job. But she’s an insurance adjuster and it’s not the same. On top of that, it’s not as if I were hitting on my buddy’s wife. It was just cool to talk to someone who knew about Secret Wars, the House of M, etc. Was I out of line?
not saying blondes are not pretty but god damn! adriana lima is the most desired women there is …don’t you think they should add more exotic women? i love candice swan they did a good job picking her no lie and doutzen! but i like chanel iman but they could of did better! i know its about marketing the product but not every man wants a blonde women …not saying they are not pretty but most white men (men period) i know love me cause im latina & im exotic …i think they should add more latinas ! i mean brazil is latin but they vs brazilians look white -__-
im talking bout latinas (hispanics) or an indian women …
then they say the models are the most beautiful women in the world & 98% is blonde or white
i know its media but allot has to do with marketing!