Affiliate Marketing Secrets

hello im 18 years old and im having trouble finding myself and where i belong in this world. im don’t want to bore you guys w/ a long tedious paragraph, so i shall keep this short and simple.
from since i could remember ive always questioned my faith and religion. now that i am much older i have come to realization that i’m a believer, but i do not wish to affiliate myself w/ an organization. much so because of the hypocrisy . i have one problem tho…i am no way near spiritual as i would like to be.
i must admit that i occasionally have negative thoughts more than i should and these thoughts come from my mild anxiety. how am i suppose to become a better person and finding myself if im always negative towards myself. i want to change the way i think cleanse my mind with positivity .
everytime i would try to pray or something my negative thoughts would kick in saying “youre not really praying” “you dont know know what you are talking bout”…blah blah blah. & then i would start to feel like i was being pretentious about trying to be spiritual.
how do you stay positive?

How would i be able to search for a part of a url e.g. domain.com/affiliates/stats/FtGr$gvsv say i wanted to search for the tracking code part FtGr$gvsv is this possible?

CEO Wynn: ‘I’m Afraid of the President’http://cnsnews.com/news/article/ceo-wynn…
In an interview, Jon Ralston, host of Ralston Reports on NBC-affiliate KSNV MyNews3 in Nevada, asked Wynn: “You called him [Obama] a socialist. You called the president a socialist. And you used this memorable phrase that business leaders quote, ‘were sitting on their thumbs until he’s gone.’ But they’re not really. I mean, you’re not — you haven’t been doing that?”
“Yes I have,” Wynn said.

CEO Wynn: ‘I’m Afraid of the President’http://cnsnews.com/news/article/ceo-wynn…
In an interview, Jon Ralston, host of Ralston Reports on NBC-affiliate KSNV MyNews3 in Nevada, asked Wynn: “You called him [Obama] a socialist. You called the president a socialist. And you used this memorable phrase that business leaders quote, ‘were sitting on their thumbs until he’s gone.’ But they’re not really. I mean, you’re not — you haven’t been doing that?”
“Yes I have,” Wynn said.

I am considering having some ‘Affiliate’ and ‘PPC’
(‘Payment Per Click’) “passive income”.
Rather than American companies, which are many but I find too optimistic, are there any such British or European businesses? And who please?
No offence meant to my great American cousins, but I just cannot do business with over optimistic people. I prefer a dose of realism. And right now, we in Europe are facing an economic meltdown.
Please *no* spam!
Thanks to {any} answerers. If you don’t receive a “thank you”, it will be because my online connection has failed again.
Appreciation in advance….

I have researched affiliate marketing till I am blue in the face. Literally I am so sleep deprived from trying to make money online it is pathetic. I keep reading the same thing over and over. Everything says to create a squeeze page or blog, write about the product, and post the links from click bank. Well I made a wordpress blog and I did all this work just to find out that they don’t even allow the affiliate ads on there. Not from click bank anyways. Just from amazon. And I already know how to choose a good niche from google keywords and choose all the keywords with low competition and high searches. What am I doing wrong?? Can someone just tell how to do this the easiest and FREE way?? Or just tell me it is all a scam because I am giving up tonight if I don’t find an answer.